Clueless..
For my Saturdays, which turn into ’shatterdays’..
For the 3 hours I’ve to pass through the heat of the sun..
All I wanted to do was saying "It’s done!"
I thought that last Saturday would be the last time I got to give extra lesson to Stephanie, since the next week she would have done her final exam. I had almost burst into tears at the last minutes of our last session. I had even took her picture with my cell-phone camera, which could only result a blured image of her. It was so surprising when she told me that she still wanted to have extra lesson with me even after she had done with her final exam.
Don’t know whether I should be happy or sad hearing that news. On one side, I really enjoy our time together. She’s so nice and so does her family. It is also such a great pleasure to see how she gets more interested to what she learns and to see each and every improvement she makes on it, even to the very small ones. However, on the other hand, I’m really suffered each time I’ve 2 go to her house. It is sooooo… far that it really tortures me. Saying "It’s done" will be so much relieving 4 me..
At the beginning, I decided to take a part time job ‘cuz I thought that I got to use my spare time for doing ’something’. It also reminds me to what D ever told me, that he’s glad to spend his sparetime for doing meaningful things. Otherwise, he would have got so much of his time wasted juz 4 chit-chatting with friends about things which r actually unnecessary. Hmm..D..u’re really wise sumtime;P However, I’m juz a human who needs some time off. I miss to have a real time for break on Saturday. Now, I’m still clueless 2 decide..
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