A Downfall and A Time-Question

Posted on May 21, 2007 by hepee-on-da.
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"Why do we have to fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up."
(Batman Begins)
A slight of memory reminds me to an image of my past. I was in my brother’s room, watching the movie "Batman Begins", when my brother, who had watched it earlier interrupted, telling me how he loved the message conveyed in it.
It was around a year ago when I still stayed with my family, when I hadn’t gone to a college which seperates us loads of miles away…
I used to have them telling me the do’s and don’ts, reminding me if I do something wrong. Now, many steps I’ve to take without them by my side. Some are great ‘n some aren’t..
One decision has led me to a downfall and I don’t have their shoulders to cry on. But still a hand from above holding me tight that I’m not fall.
I’m tryin’ hard to pick myself up. But it’s really not that easy that sometimes I’m drifted by doubt for believing I am weak.
Will I be able of picking myself up from this situation and stand up proud finally?
A question which answer I’ll see myself as time goes by..
While I won’t give the decision I’ve made any regret ‘cuz I’ve learned many things through it and from the scars I’d always remember those lessons I’ve learned..

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A Feather in Spiderman’s Cap!!

Posted on May 11, 2007 by hepee-on-da.
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Decided to watch  "Spiderman 3" this morning soon after I and 2 of m’friends finished our class. A pay back after yesterday we spent our days doing many assignments and esp a pay back after yesterday I had to spend my hours accompanied only by froggy (my green-frog-doll given by my guardian angel. should thank my GA 4 giving me that gift, which is really helpful to break the silence in my room with its frog sound)
Hmm..a feather in Spiderman’s cap!!
What makes "Spiderman 3" a worth-seeing movie??
1. James Franco is really worth-seing!!
2. James Franco’s great act!!
3. James Franco’s heroic act on that movie!!
Hahaha..those r true. However, if those reasons aren’t enough for u to say that "Spiderman 3" is a good movie, then I still have some reasons for u.
"Spiderman 3" conveys loads of great messages:
1. It teches us abOut how great friendship is: how a good friend even gives his life to save the life of his friend as Harry did to save the life of Peter Parker. Therefore, I’d like to thank every friend I have for I can feel friendship in m’life^^
2. That life is about choices. That each of us is given the right to choose in life. It’s the choice that makes us who we are and we can always choose to do what’s right.
3. Forgiveness. How revenge only worsens everythin’ and how everythin’ can only get right by forgiveness.
Any of you have another comment 4 this movie??

Big Little Things..

Posted on May 9, 2007 by hepee-on-da.
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Little things is like the stars seen from the Earth’s surface..
I never really believed that having small things well-done can make me happy. Maybe I watched superheroes movies too much in my childhood that I became obsessed with big things. Well, I don’t deny that think big and do something that can make big impact is great. My fault was juz that I didn’t put any attention to small matters that they kept haunting me in my sleeps and woke me up with guilty feeling every morning.
Lately, I’ve juz realized how I’ve been so unfaithful in small things. It’s been a long struggle 4 me to be more faithfull in little things.  I’m so happy that today I can win my battle.  I get a responsibility to be the organizer for the property and decoration of my speaking class project, whereas I’m actually not an expert in it (it can even be seen from how my room is often left abandoned b’coz I preffered to do things I think is bigger..hehehe). I was actually dissapointed with myself that I have left many things abandoned. I believe it is not a coincidence that I have to be in charge for it. I realize that now I am being taught to  be more faithfull in little things.
Last night, I and one of my partners crammed to make the decoration design and some simulation of it before we should give final report to our lecturer this morning. Really glad that we did it well!! That simple thing somehow brighten up my day=)
I’ve juz also learned that simple things done with might and sincierity can brighten up others’ day too. Just a simple "How’s your day?" question can even be a big help for a friend in need.
Yup..small things in our eyes are as worthy as big things in our Master’s eyes. Dunno how would I be on the next page of m’life..
Will I do whatever my hands find to do with my might?
Well, that would be a day-to-day struggle..